To be honest, my week was far from perfect. With that being said, I am FAR from perfect.
I learned in the course of this week I can be very selfish. I am sharing these things because I don't want any of y'all to ever go down this path.
When it comes to my marriage, I don't think about my husbands needs some times. I jump to conclusions way to fast and easy. I probably nag more than I should. Maybe I ask too from of my him. I try to pick fights which I can honestly say I do not know why. It solves NOTHING.
Seeing all these typed down, I feel terrible. I have got to learn from my mistakes. Which it can be done people. I know if I want to keep my marriage lively and well, some things have got to be done. Am I saying I have an awful marriage? No. It just some times can be dysfunctional at times. Am I saying I'm a bad wife? No not all the time. There are just things I know I can work on. Am I the only one that has to work on things? Probably not but I would never tell him what needs to be changed. Never try and change a person.
In my eyes, my husband is perfect. Maybe even too perfect if that's even possible. Yes we both make mistakes but who doesn't? We just start to lose ourselves and don't really know how to start back up some times.
Some thing I need to work on is loving more like Jesus does. Unconditional.Forgiving. I need to start praying more and getting my nose in my bible. I just always want every one to be happy especially when it comes to my marriage. I am very privileged to have a husband like mine. He lets me stay home with our son and watch him grow. He understands that I don't really know how to cook but eats my food anyways. He does little things that just make me fall in love with him all over again.
We were away from each other for two weeks and that contributes to my over reacting and things like that. I just start to miss him and hope he feels the same way I do. That's what scares me most is the unknown. I just have to trust him and trust God that every thing is always going to be okay.
With all this being said, don't judge me. I'm a young married mother with a hectic life. I will continue to strive to be the best wife and mother I can be. I refuse to be the reason why our marriage ever suffers. Don't be the reason for anything. Fights, drama ANYTHING. Do your best to be the best for him. You made vows so cherish them and abide by them. Love your spouse like The Lord loved his son. Don't forget to give him attention just like you do your children. Be the one he fell in love with.
Much Love
~K Thompson
2 comments:
I don't know of the struggles you are battling, but just know that every marriage has its challenges. No marriage is perfect and no one person is either. No judging here! (: Know that I'm here if you ever need to chat! I know we don't get to talk much, but I'd love to help anyway I can. I've had people supporting me in private and letting me know they are here for me whenever I needed it most. I'd love to return that blessing to anyone I can. You aren't a lone. Sometimes it's nice to have that good ole' girl talk! I can relate <3
Thank you Lauren! That means a lot to me! If I need anything I'll be sure to talk to you :) thank you so much again.
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